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Updates
and Comments From Michele's Family |
On August
1, 2002, Nicholas' dad, Robert Lanza, was remarried.
Nicholas now has a stepmom. |
From:
SUSAN (Michele's Sister)
MANY BLESSINGS TO ALL:
Thank you all for your prayers, for your concern, for
your compassion, for your sympathy, for your sensitivity--it has made
a tremendous impact on the family. We are very touched by the outpouring
of love,compassion,concern,sensitivity, and prayers from the public.
It was an overwhelming piece of work, that still emotionally drains
us as we look back now from this point in time. The film is only able
to capture moments of time but not all of time.
This film has touched many peoples lives in many different
ways. It will probably continue to do so for the contents are lived
on a very super-real high emotional level. A level no one wants to
live again. Thank you for bearing with me and my family as we travel
on what seems to be a very surreal ten day journey containing: hatred
and love; injury and pardon; discord and unity; doubt and faith; error
and truth; despair and hope.
We feel very BLESSED to have had Michele as a member
of our family. She was our blonde haired blue eyed beauty. You can
see by the film, the devastation we went through during those ten
incredibly emotional days following 9/11 and the many days after until
some form of structure was brought back to the family. Of course it
is not the same without Michele in it We miss her dearly and the film
only reminds us of what a wonderful person she really was. Life is
a gift so cherish every moment and think again before you argue or
dislike someone for being who they are.
Since this film captures the rawness of the reality
of that moment in time you may not be able to appreciate Michele's
essence as we do, although Nicholas does a fine job of representing
her now. I think if she were here first of all we would not be doing
this and second you would get to enjoy who she was as she lived life
fully and completely. Michele's spirit actually creates this film.
We'll always have the film to remind us of many facts
but we also can share her beautiful soul with the world. Michele was
a very social person; she loved people and people simply loved her.
She shared every part of herself with every person she met. She'd
drop anything in a second to lend a helping hand and now Nicholas
will extend that hand. You can see all of this just by observing Nicholas.
He's filled with such wonderful love and compassion as he shares and
consoles the family members when he finds out that his mom's not coming
home.
Nicholas is a very special and a very brave little boy
to us; and now to the world. You can see Michele's essence magnified
through her son, who will miss her for the rest of his life. Their
worlds were one in the same. Michele would be so proud of her little
boy sharing his compassion and sensitivity with those who grieve not
only the loss of a mom but of a daughter, a sister, a wife, an aunt
and a friend.
Michele's impact on the world is phenomenal even after
she is gone. Many people who know Michele can see her through Nicholas.
Michele lived for living, she simply loved life. Michele loved the
world and now the world will love her. So many people are praying
for us, for the many other families and for world peace.
Nicholas will one day realize his impact on the world.
He'll be so proud of himself and so proud of his mom for doing such
a wonderful job in raising him in such a short amount of time. He
has a huge impact on not only children but adults, through his compassion
and sensitivity as a seven year old to deliver such a message. Through
this ability he will realize his special gift to the world. Michele
would be so proud of him and so dignified. He is our hero.
We were so worried about how little Nicholas would take
the news of his mom not coming home to him ever again. It was breaking
our hearts as we know it would break his. Michele and Nicholas were
together every minute. Nicholas pulls himself through as he cries
when he finds out that his mom is not coming home. He is able to carry
this grief and console others as if in Michele's absence he has the
power of the two of them put together.
Michele's spirit is felt through the movement, consoling
actions and words of little Nicholas. Her spirit will be with him
forever. They say the eyes are the windows of the soul, both Nicholas
and Michele have the exact same eyes. Nicholas displayed compassion,
sensitivity, courage, strength and will to go on as my sister Michele
did. God Bless both of them -- God Bless us all.
One should learn one of life's most valuable lessons
from this tragedy. Life is a precious, precious gift, as the breath
of God allows us to breathe. Never take anything for granted. Live
life to the fullest and highest potential. Never shelter or control
your love; express it fully because as you fill someone's heart they
to can fill yours. Life is what you make it, so make it the very best
for yourself, for others and for the world. For as you give, so shall
you receive -- so give the best and receive the best. One never knows
when death will come knocking at their door. So keep yours open and
share your love with the world.
Dr. Gilda played a major role with the entire family.
Her expertise on the subject never left anyone wondering about how
to feel. She supported every family member through their hardest times
giving them stamina to move on.
Robert so needed her guidance on how to tell little
Nicholas the horrible, horrible news. She enforced his courage to
take control as the now super dad who has to deliver the message of
despair and hope at the same time.
Cindy required Dr. Gilda's strong background to encourage
her to go to the hospital for further treatment and counseling. Upon
doing so, it enabled her to begin her road to recovery. Cindy was
just so withdrawn and beside herself with this horrible grief.
Dr. Gilda deserves a world of thanks for her compassion,
sensitivity and knowledge during this most difficult time. She showed
everyday as a trooper, just like the rest of us. Her driving force
for rightful action was truly appreciated. She was the backbone people
looked to and the shoulder to be leaned on.
Ron is just an incredible, incredible man. He is the creative
wizard and mastermind behind the whole project. He was very warm,
sensitive, compassionate and understanding during this very traumatic
time. We felt very comfortable around him and at ease with him. He
would question us and stress things with us but he let it go as it
flowed.
Ron is a very friendly, kind, considerate soul. He understands
the scenes and the means. His point and intention of the film is well
taken. He has accomplished his goal with a film very real and very well
done for its moment in time. He is the only one who captured that moment
in time and acted on it.
My congratulations to you Ron and all your efforts, for you truly
capture the essence of that time in United States history. It's just
too bad you didn't get to know my sister Michele; you would've connected
so well with her. I know she would truly thank you for all that you've
done.
It was truly a pleasure working with Ron and Dr. Gilda, although
I wish it were under much better circumstances. Blessings to both of you
and all that you choose to do.
Concerning the family now:
ETHEL, my mom, is doing much better now. She has gone
through both group and private counseling sessions to manage her grief,
anger and hostile feelings. She is still attending private therapy
at this time. Her medical condition remains the same, she just gets
too emotionally excited and drains herself of energy at those crucial
intense moments allowing her to pass out. She is currently back to
work and continues to function from day to day but misses Michele
terribly. Part of her wants Michele to call her or come walking up
the street any minute now and tell her she's okay and she's coming
home.
ALBERT, my dad, is dealing with it from day to day.
He misses her terribly. She was over our house every day with Nicholas.
He misses that, the company, the sharing, the coffee clutches, the
family. He is now back at work as a New York City Inspector. He realizes
she's gone and continues to carry on.
CINDY, my little sister, is doing fantastic. She was
severely depressed and withdrawn but her outlook on life is so much
better now. Her approach to healing is being done on a spiritual level.
She is back to work and running the house with her two beautiful children
(Nicollette and Jacqueline) and her husband (Domenick). She had a
fear of driving before 9/11 but I'll tell you now, her road test is
scheduled for the week of May 20th. She has moments if she sees pictures
or if someone talks about the towers or Michele. She gets upset, she
cries but she realizes what's happened -- not that she wants to believe
it ( like most of us). She has not seen the film because she can not
yet see Michele animated in motion not the towers burning and the
entire impact of 9/11. She will be able to watch is someday as she
regains her power and strength in the world. She misses Michele dearly,
as the two of them were constantly together because of the children.
DOMENICK, my bother-in-law, is doing fine. He had to
play the role, as well as my dad did, for the matriarchs of their
families. In case you're wondering, he did apologize this same evening
for the outburst of anger he displayed. He has toned down much since
then. He's back at work and his relationship with Cindy and the girls
is just great. He loves her very dearly, as he does the two girls.
He keeps the family very close. He's very supportive of Cindy as she
chooses ways in which she can get herself back to her highest potential.
NICOLLETTE (age 10) and JACQUELINE (age 3) are preciously
marvelous. Nicollette is excelling in school and dance. Jackie is
also. Their dance recital is at the end of June. They are both excited
about it and the fact that their mom will be able to attend. They
both miss Nicholas and Aunt Michele. Jackie speaks about them all
the time. She wants to have Nicholas and all his friends at her birthday
party.
NICHOLAS and ROBERT, my nephew and brother-in-law, live
together in Virginia and are doing great. Robert had a tough role
here. He actually had to play the super dad, even though he was estranged
both physically and emotionally. My parents just came back from spending
a weekend with them. Nicholas seems to be adjusting to his new surroundings
but it's just not the same without his mom, he misses her terribly.
He is excelling in school beautifully. He now writes in script and
does multiplication and long division. His school is more advanced
then they are up here since he's only seven and those functions are
usually performed in a higher grade. I did get to see many of his
school notes, since Robert gave them to my parents. He wants everyone
to be proud of Nicholas and his many achievements, as we know Michele
would be. Concerning his grades, he never went below a 93. He had
many 100's, smiley faces, excellent marks and good work rewards all
over his papers. He seems to be able to focus considering the fact
his mom, Aunt Cindy, my mom and my dad are not there to help him.
We are all just amazed as he lives knowing what happened to his mom
and the devastation of the world.
SUSAN, that's me, I'm doing great. I, of course, choose
to look at everything in a very spiritual way. I have been connecting
with Michele since 9/11. My abilities allow me many opportunities
in many ways and I do cherish them. I do miss her dearly and I'll
miss this lifetime with her. We were like twins, since I am one year
and four days older than Michele. We grew up together side by side.
We went to school together, we played sports together, we were always
there for one another. I can't believe she's not in the physical world
anymore.
We all just had birthday's. My birthday was April 22nd,
Michele's was April 26th and Cindy's was April 27th.. The combination
of the birthday week and Mother's Day has been very hard for us, as
all the holidays seem to be.
We know Michele's spirit will live on eternally and
she will always be with us in our hearts, in our minds and in our
souls. Michele will always be a part of our family. You can never
really lose a member of a loving, caring family soul group, it's impossible
for their spirit lives on forever.
WE LOVE YOU MICHELE, WE MISS YOU DEARLY. GOD BLESS YOU! Enjoy and
cherish each and every moment of your life--it is precious--it is
a gift--share it.
Remember to love yourself, love one another and love
God.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
with love
Susan G. C., D.N., Ph.D. |
©
2001-03 James Ronald Whitney
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Just, Melvin,
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Games People Play: New York
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